Thank you Lord for blessing us with a wonderful healthy baby..she is perfect.
March was the hardest month for us. We got no sleep since we were in labor with Constant check ups and monitors going off. Sleeping for an hour or two straight with no interruptions was considered good sleep. The good thing about it was the nurses took really good care of us. Thanks Memorial Herman ...
Coming home with a newborn was exciting but again we were drained beyond zombies. It was our first time being parents and we didn't know where to begin. Everything changes when you have a baby and that includes any routine you thought you can do with a baby, yup she proved us wrong, trying to adapt to this new baby routine tell me about it , its no joke. Thanks to our families that were there to help and guide us through it and gave us time to catch up on some sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
The hardest thing for me, a new mother was to think that I may not be here to watch her grow. March was the darkest time for me and my thoughts that were getting the best of me. All I wanted to do is be with her and hold her. I couldn't stop staring at her and enjoying every moment that pasted by. I was slipping away down the rabbit hole of tears and sadness. Fear froze me on my tracks but seeing Mark so peaceful reminded me that I had to snap out of it. The only way I knew how was to rely on God, TRUST in him no matter how bad this may seem, fear not for he is with you.
My body was in pain and I didn't know if it was myeloma or postpartum , while my mom help me with my body, my mother-in-law did research on multiple myeloma. She came across this website www.cancertutor.com This website open my eyes to the world of cancer. There are so many ways one can help its own body to heal even from the worse kind of disease. The information is massive and it will take you days to go through it all. Its for all types of cancers and it helps you understand what cancer is and how you can begin to fight it.
