Failure

      Last Wednesday was my doctors appointment to see if I was in complete remission.  I have been so nervous for this day. Sad to say that I am still at .3 in my m protein so not a complete remission. I am not gonna lie I was a bit depressed that day. I really tought my goal was going to be met and yet disappointed settled in. Yikes, bummer... I had a cookie with my depression that afternoon and tried to get out of this rude I was beginning to sink into. It's not hard to get into that funk..
     Well, I am not in complete remission but the year is still not over. Right? I have been off chemo for 2 weeks now and I am gonna make December a hard working month to heal my body with good clean food. I know it's a high change but it's worth a shot.. I have to keep moving forward to keep my body from collapsing on me.
     Dr.D Highly recommend me doing the transplant and I know the severity of my disease. I just don't feel comfortablewith that and till I do I can't do it. I am not playing around I am just choosing a different route that I am ok with. I have to try it a certain way because that is were my heart is taking me. Till then will I be comfortable with some




Thank you for being part of my Journey, God Bless. Yvette Norris