Looking the part

     When you hear that Someone has cancer, what do you automatically think? Lets see Chemo, loss of hair, looking sick, weak person.  When people learned that I was diagnosed with cancer, they thought it was nothing too serious because I look fuller and healthy.  As time went by they became aware of what type of cancer it was , then they began to ask questions. I was a stage 3 of myeloma which is pretty bad. I tried to never loose my cool but you know I am only human and I can't help it. I am an emotional person even tough I may not look like it. I promised myself and god that I was gonna try my hardest to be myself which is a hyper active person always positive and having fun with the world. I was going to keep my joy no matter what.
     I was in pain from the day my daughter was born with back problems. I began my natural protocols and months later began chemo. Chemo is poisoning  your body making you  feel like your not alive. Next thing you  know your walking like a zombie, on autopilot living in a foggy mind. Reaching with my hands out through the thick white fog trying not to hurt myself. How I hate those days. I fight them each time but, nothing changes. I come to work and but on a smile even through these shitty days. My facial expressions always give me away but I keep smiling . Its not gonna conquer me, not by the grace of god. I keep my head up with God on my side who can be against me.  My motivation everyday all day my true medicine.

    I may not look like I have cancer but that doesn't  mean im not suffering, sstruggling finding the strength to survive. Don't underestimate people in what they are going through. We all have different pain tolerance and that's the same thing with cancer, we all tolerated it differently but one thing is for certain.  It's a beast and its never easy. Its harder than giving birth, trust me I know. Its harder than any marathon,  triathlon, toughmudder , iron man deal. Everyday is like riding a roller coaster, you don't know what's coming. I will tell you this for sure, To everyone who is or had a journey with cancer comes out as an Ultimate Beast Warrior.... Unstoppable .
       To all my cancer patients,  Stay Strong in beast mode and remember your not alone God is always with you.

Truth

     When I first got diagnosed with multiple myeloma cancer, I was in disbelief.  I never heard of that cancer there for i didn't know what it was.  I don't like not  knowing what's conquering my body and for doctors go push you towards chemo right away because you don't have time is pretty fudge up. If I am not comfortable going in, I am not gonna do it.
     Research reaserch reaserch is so important. Know what's exactly going on in your body.  I know doctors have the degree and they know their stuff but you know your body best. Cancertutor.com taught me so much and that led me to the truth about cancer. The world is not just black and white. The world is 90% gray so open your eyes and see what is infront of you. You have options and with more research you do the more options you Discover.
     Here is a bit more information for you. 
https://go.thetruthaboutcancer.com/uls/?ref=698462b0-f9dd-4fc5-a4ee-7d32041b99d1

    Bring awareness and lets stop this disease called cancer from taking our love ones. Be ready , be prepared for the battle.

Detox is key

     Many people don't know the importance of detoxifying and I was one of them. As I got older I became more aware of proper nutrition. Thanks to my mother I love veggies and I love trying new things. Now just because you eat healthy doesn't mean you don't have to detox. I know that's a mistake that many do and I am guilty of that. Your suppose to detox at least twice a year.
    The reason you need to detox is to remove chemicals, harmful organism and toxic metals in your organs that we tend to absorb from our surroundings. You don't realize how toxic the environment around you is till you start to pay attention to it.  Everything is electronic and connected to Wifi now a days, think of all the electromagnetic waves passing through your body. The air you breath surrounded by exhaust fumes. The cleaning products you use for your home. The makeup and lotion we use in a daily basis, everything is toxic to our bodies. We owe it to ourselves to detox and cleanse.
    There are so many ways to detox. Best way to start is by doing a colon cleanse followed by a liver then kidney cleanse. Enemas is another way to cleanse specially if your taking more than one medication a day. The benefits of cleansing are beyond believe.
     If your going through chemo or taking more than one medication a day, it will help to get rid of the toxic from the medicines so its not over working your liver. I do mine once a day and I noticed the difference right away. Depending on your level of toxicity you might need to do more than one a day, all depends on your body.  Before I did enemas, I was feeling nauseous and drugged up because I  was not getting rid of the toxins fast enough.  I couldn't close my eyes because my world would be spinning,  my body was always aching . When you don't get rid of the toxins fast enough, they  will circulate through your body again and that was happening to me. My husband Mark ordered the stuff And said this will help me. Omg who wants to do enemas? Not me that was for sure , but feeling that way was frustrating and was ready to try it. Thank you God
     I use S.A Wilson coffee and you can order that online. I bought the enema bucket here Enemabucket. Buckets are better and easier to clean and disinfect than bags. Enemas are part of my routine to fight this cancer and keep it away for life.
     Remember to care for your body and it will heal itself the way got created it to do. 

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